Friday, August 8, 2014

On Sale

What did you buy?
...
Where did you buy it?

The strip mall.

How much did you pay?

About six dollars.

Which, store, exactly, did you--

Buy it? I can't say.
I remember walking along a cool,
shifting black and white tile ocean,
alone, perusing the various shades of blue fabric
that I use to conceal myself
and the legs that hold me upright,
when I saw...

What did you see?

Her. She was on sale. Six dollars.

Really? She's a doll.

Yes. And she was alone,
on the shelf, shaking dust from her tangled brown hair,
and I saw her eyes like opals pass from left to right,
seeing. I hadn't expected to find her there. She
didn't expect me either. She hadn't been seen. Yet.

Ha, so that makes you a hipster?

No. I didn't buy her for fashion. You presume too much.

And you use too many big words.

It doesn't matter. I have a place
for her
somewhere that I can see her,
and she can know that. And she
can see me.

What, on your shelf? She's really small...

To you, maybe. But no. She goes
where her finger points, I'll see to it.

Oh well, I have to go, there's a meeting
over real estate in the city,
I could make some big bucks
and you should come too, put that doll
in a box for now.

No, never.

Alright, well, I'll see you later.

Peace.

...

Do you think we can be friends?
Come on, I'll show you my place,
but it's not on sale.

(I run a small brush through her hair,
and then she smiles, I know,
and in that moment, she is as large
as a whole world unto herself.
I found her on a shelf. I can never
put her back.)

The Essential

What is creativity?
It's funny that
this is a question.
Creativity is movement.
Creativity is the battle against stagnation.
The free electricity moving in the brain.
Electricity finds a path.
The path is not something we know
beforehand. The path is found
by being pathless. This much has been said before.

It's as if a critical heat
wells up from inside,
and threatens to boil our blood.
We may burn all at once,
and be left as cold as a husk.
Art is a solution to this problem,
as much as exercise.
Without use, neurons decay,
and fearfully we see our phantoms
drift out on the headwind,
beyond our reach, beyond our tongue,
beyond our thought.
Art saves the phantom from ether,
as long as we still live,
as long as we are apart from the ether.
Without art, it is easy to slip
into a state of un-being.